Mark called me last night. Don't ask me why considering we barely speak to each other at all. We live in the same damn city, but never speak. I think he was just trying to find out the goss on Shannon and Kathryn, and that was it. So I was stuck on the phone to him for about an hour and a half. In the end I had to tell him it was getting late, and that I had to go to bed. I didn't know what else to say to him and frankly I was getting just a wee bit bored.

Today has been kind of an uneventful day really. Got up late, paid some bills, and organised my portfolio for the interview on Wednesday.

Dave told me to not get too carried away, but I want to show him the best of my work, and well since it's me having the interview then I will do what I want, not what he wants.

Speak of the devil he's just calling me now. I honestly don't know what to feel, or how to act sometimes.

I told him how unimpressed I was about his behaviour Saturday night, and he had a go at S, but puhleazzz he was the one acting childish.

Back, and god I feel so full. I ate the remainder of last night's dinner, and a chocolate donut. I'm craving bad bad food, and the donut was soooooooo good.I craved the sugar rush.

I'm so proud of myself, as I am drinking heaps more water, and I think that it is a lot better for me. I feel like I am better because I am drinking more water.

Didn't eat the apple today cause well there weren't any to eat, but doesn't. Tomorrow I will grab one before I leave for Melbourne.

I added to my folio today, and updated it. I have to buy some slips to go with the update, and work out where everything goes, and place my certificates in there too.

Today was cold, and I spent most the day inside watching some DVD's and just trying to keep warm. I feel so much better now that I am warm, and trying to keep warm. I ended up watching a movie called Bend it like Beckham, which people kept telling me was really crap but I LOVED it. I think that is is definitely worth watching, and kind of shows different cultures and how they react to things compared to our own English cultures. Really funny too, and really well written.

I think we're just going to take it easy tonight and relax. Spend the night watching some DVD's and time together before I go up to Melbourne tomorrow. Damn I am going to miss him, and hate our time apart.

Oh well such is life, and it is something that we should be used to dealing with now. I still haven't decided whether I am going to go back Wednesday and then travel back up again when he is off to Perth. Not sure, and we will see what happens.

Damn I feel fat tonight. I always get that bloated feeling when it's almost time. Ugh.

I guess that's all for tonight.

J