But I woke up at 11am alone. I hate waking up alone, but fair is fair. I guess S decided to let me sleep.

It was such a gorgeous day though. 33 degrees...celcius mind you, and the hottest day we've had in April since 1985.

Ha! Thought I would slip that statistic in anyway, but it's been just this amazing day.

One I have energy, and Two I no longer have any anti-biotics to take. Woo hoo!

I just feel so good today. I felt out of it this morning but now my energy has kicked in.

I should have studied today though, and now will take my books with me when I leave tomorrow again.

Oh well doesn't matter, it's no big deal.

Another person came home today. Sarah is back. She's become a real party animal since she turned 18. It's kind of a worry because she is so naive about things, and we've kind of tried to warn her to be careful when she goes out by herself but she doens't seem to heed. Oh well.

I've been listening to the albums that my baby made me lately. They're gorgeous, and they're supposed to be about our relationship and us. Hmmm I'm just curious to how he thinks Pink's "Just like a pill" is supposed to be about us. Is he implying I'm like a drug, or that I make him ill?

I dunno, and think I might have to query him on that. I asked my best friend and he suggested that it was because we were both so addicted to each other.

He says we are like cocaine to each other.

I love the fact that he put on beautiful girl by Matchbox Twenty. Makes me all mushy inside.

Okay enough talking about S again. I swear to god he preoccupies my thoughts and my mind.

Right now I'm into so much different music, and my taste has certainly changed. I'm loving Ryan Adams, Alex Lloyd, Travis, Adam Cohen, and John Mayer...all the quiet boys. Oh can't forget Jack Johnson or Pete Murray. I'm just in love with that kind of music right now. It started with Adam Cohen, and his song "Quarterback", although I still don't think that song has anything to do with me and S despite what my best friend says.

Oh well.

Damn one of my friend's is online and she's upset. I don't know what to say to cheer up. She's kind of in a funk because of guys in her life messing her around.

I don't know what to say to her to make her feel better, and wish I could help. I hate seeing my friends depressed and upset.

I'm just trying to get her to talk about her problems but she doesn't seem to want to. Frustrating but hey I'm just going to be there if she needs me. She's been there for me so many times in the past.

Hmmm not much more to add tonight. Be good kiddies and don't rock n roll too much!