And IF that wasn't bad enough another friend tried to commit suicide that same night. It's kind of horrific, and scary as hell.

To make things worse the same friend who tried to commit suicide insisted all week that someone had tried to kill her, and she didn't try to commit suicide. She's now back in hospital after collapsing at work, and is unconscious, can't breathe on her own and it turns out that poison was slowly seeping through her system. So it looks like she was telling the truth after all, and someone is trying to kill her.

It's just freaky, cause she sent me an e-mail as if she knew something was going to happen to her. I got it yesterday, and last night my best friend, whose sister it is incidentally, called me to tell me she had collapsed.

It's been an emotional rollercoaster of a week, and S has been a wonderful, sweet and loving rock of a man. I love this guy.

I also didn't go to class most the week, or at least not my lectures. I was stressing about everything that has been happening, and just upset about Ange and Josie. But I was beginning to deal, and now I am freaked out again.

I found out my exam timetable for Uni, and I have an exam on the 22nd and 23rd of June. You know it's scary when your exam timetable goes up. It tells you how quickly the year has been going. We're talking sliding fast.

I spent most of yesterday with D and S, and we ended up bumping into Luke, which was kind of a relief since well D and S hate each other still. Shame since I love them both dearly.

It was great to be able to spend some time with D, because I realised I have missed him but Luke being there was a buffer too.

I ended up doing shopping. Bad, bad me. I can't afford it and I do it anyway. Typical. I got this awesome peasant style blouse, which I am into right now and this really gorgeous black and pink top. It's mainly black with pink on it, and perfect for going out in.

I've spent nearly all this week with S,and it's been so gorgeous. He called me this morning to tell me that he missed me last night because he was so used to waking up next to me. It's sweet, and gorgeous. Makes me want to kiss him...well that or just jump on him.

I will admit it's been so gorgeous waking up next to him every morning for the past week, but was weird waking up this morning without him. But I had to come up to Melbourne for mother's day. I bought my mom a card, and that's about it. Can't afford much else right now but plan on buying little bits and pieces for her, and giving it to her in a box of stuff. It's cute, economical and I can do it bit by bit. But that's going to be for her birthday, and should be nice.

We came up to Melbourne late Thursday night. We had planned on getting up here early and looking around, but then he kissed me. I kissed him and well kissing lead to some very passionate and I guess you could say almost frenzied lovemaking. At the moment we can't seem to get enough of each other. I swear to god.

Trying to explain to your parent why you need your shirt buttons resewn back on is not a fun experience. Especially when you know that they know exactly why the shirt buttons had come off in the first place.

Blah it's not funny. Okay yeah it is, and would be if it wasn't me.

So today is also my brother's 30th birthday. Happy birthday Dig!

I sent him a card but no reply. I should call him and wish him happy birthday, before mum, dad and I go out for dinner. I probably will. I'm sure I will.

I've got to call D later to make sure that he's okay. I'm so worried about how he is dealing with things. Not very well I don't think.

Ugh it is so icy in my parents house. I hate the fact it's so damn cold!!!

Right now I should be getting dressed to get ready to go out to dinner. I should be deciding what to wear, deciding what makeup I should put on, but what am I doing? Writing in a diary entry and checking out the score between my team and their arch rivals Carlton.

Speaking of which my huney is trying to convince me to stick around tomorrow night to watch them play. I should, but since he's not playing I probably won't. That and I have a load of readings to do, an oral to prepare, and by the time they get home it will just be too damn late.

Okay well I guess that's it for now.

ciao peoples