everybody's leaning on me.....

Okay so I might be pregnant...we all say again. Yeah, yeah I've already had the "why don't you try using protection" but well we're so damn used to each other, and sometimes we kind of don't get to it in time rotfl.

So I took a blood test, and did all the shit I had to do to find out whether I'm going to become another Geelong statistic, and yeah I won't find out until tomorrow. Ye gawds I will be sitting in class hoping to hell that I won't be.

Don't get me wrong. I love my boyfriend, and if I am pregnant then hey I am happy too, but I would be happy not to be.

We want children, and I do want his children but right now NO. I have to get through Uni, and survive this year.

I'm barely surviving now, and freaking out cause I can't seem to get into the act of it all and feel so bad about that.

I did start my Journalism assignment though, and have decided to write a feature on Trichotillomania. Those who have read my diary in the past would know that I suffer from it, and it's going to be an article close to my heart.

So yeah it shouldn't be that hard to do, and it's only 20%. The others are something like 40% each, and totally going to freak me out.

Then after my Journalism assignment is finished I have to start on my Literature assignment, which is going to be a real bitch to do.

Ugh I hate Uni homework. I should be doing my readings, and have told myself that I am going to do at least one subjects readings tonight even if it kills me. That means sociology. I want it over with!

I'm going to be a busy little beaver again next weekend...or should that be this weekend since technically it's Sunday and the weekend is almost over with? Hmmmm my brain hurts.

This past weekend I went home for a party on the Friday night. Friday was spent catching up with Kathryn and just talking. We sat in Starbucks, drank coffee and just caught up and shopped. Or at least window shopped.

Michael's party was pretty cool, although Mark irritated me. He always does.

Does anyone remember sooty and sweet?

Well we sat and watched them on Friday night while waiting for the rest of the guests to arrive. ROTFL it was funny, and maybe just a little sad.

Saturday was spent lettin my parents drive mt crazy and drinking with my mom. Yeah, we actually drank together. She spent too much time asking me questions about S. I was waiting for her to ask how many times we fuck, but she didnt. It was one of the only questions she didn't bloody well ask me.

Okay that's it for now. I was about to say that I was going to study but my best friend has decided to call me instead. There goes my study time.

ciao